I’ve made a mistake. I’ve hurt you badly.
You said you were okay. I should have realized that you weren’t.
I’m so sorry. Is it too late?
I don’t know why but this .gif is so amusing and makes me laugh!
I’ve always looked up to you. I believed that how you lived was what I wanted to achieve one day. Because of you, I thought that standing alone was being strong. Because of you, I believed that I HAD to stand alone. That there was no one that I could rely on. That I shouldn’t trust anyone. That everyone was bound to fail me.
Now I don’t want to live the life you’re living. I want to be able to rely on people. I want to trust. I want believe that people won’t fail me. Even if they do, I won’t lose hope on other people. Like you have.
I will find a way to be happy with people that make me strive to be a better person.
True strength isn’t from standing alone. It’s from standing by the sides of others and becoming someone to rely on.
I don’t know how long it’s been.
I don’t remember what it used to feel like.
I’ve been so numb for so long, I don’t know what I’m supposed to feel.
How I’m supposed to feel.
I don’t know where I’m going in life. I don’t know what it is that I want to be.
I say words but now they’re just empty and don’t mean anything.
I want to say what I mean. Mean what I say.